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one of those days where the jokes hit like a truck and you just want everything to end. too bad i dont have anyone to talk to. so ill talk to you, tumblr.
hey, hey tumblr. god dammit i forgot you dont talk back. i guess the one relationship where i could actually confide in someone i fucked up… so i deserve this. oh well… off to video games and repressing my pain. idk i dont want to wake up tomorrow
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2 weeks? really?
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lol remember when i used to be allowed to pick my own friends and make my own mistakes?
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sorry about that i know most of it was probably irrational freaking out… but i know im probably right. im assuming things… but all the evidence points in that direction
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not even a week in and you’re hanging out with other guys?
I sit here and try not to like her bc I know it would hurt you, but I cant help but see her at lifeteen events. So we talk. A guy youve told me you like in the past asks you to be his valentine, you say yes, and you bring him to lifeteen. You hang out with him. Etc. That just hurts. I was kinda rethinking it all when you said you still loved me but now that’s gone. Thanks for the lies. I’ll just sit here pissed at myself for spending most of my mental capacity today thinking about a possible solution for us, but now i guess it’ll just have to be eternally friends. Seriously, the day you say you still love me, you find another keeper? im so done right now
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“you never stop loving someone, you just learn to live without them.”
i’m sorry, it was all just too much. i couldn’t take the jealousy, lying, hatred anymore. it wasn’t her that drove me away from you, it was what you thought of me because of her. i watch my parents fight, and i don’t want that, but thats all i could see us becoming. im sorry
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why should i even bother trying to be happy
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fuck it
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I’m sorry
